Anxiety kicks ASS!

When you feel so nervous you don't want to eat

I just can't make up my mind

I quit weight watchers and I've decided to go it alone. I'm going to just count calories. I've done it before and was very successful, I lost 25 lbs about 5 years ago.

I'm going to eat 1200 calories a day and exercise as regular as possible.

Crazy

That I am! Yesterday I decided to quit my diet and I ate mcdonalds for breakfast, subway and a cupcake for lunch, and some stuff cindy made for dinner.

Today, I'm back in the sattle. I want to workout and I've actually done really well on my points today.

I hate food!

I used to love to cook, but now I fear that we are enemies. Me and the food have a love hate. I love to hate that I love chocolate brownies, carlos o kelleys (I haven't been there in years, but desperately want to go and pad thai. Pad thai is the shit and I never even liked it until this past year.

Gotta see this

cindy found this website. It's great!

http://thisiswhyyourefat.com/

I'm lazy

No really, I can't get my ass to the gym for nothing!

I like weight watchers because it starts new every week. I feel that Saturday, I can start fresh again!

This week I haven't followed the plan too much. I did eat fast food once and I've snacked a bit. Honestly though, I've not been eating too much so I feel good.


GET me to the GYM please!!!

Wikipedia is hilarious!

I went online today to google and research on gaining 5 lbs in a week. If it is incredibly unhealthy and why I might have gained that much weight. Most everything said it is water weight. However, Wikipedia had the MOST hilarious question and answer I've ever seen.


Question - How do you gain 5 lbs in 1 week


Answer

stuff your face with food



Man, Wikipedia has ALL the answers!

I AM the horse!!

Forget getting back on the horse, I am the horse. I gained back all of my weight :( ALL of it, in 1 week. 5 pound gain in 1 week.
I'm hoping it is due to my medicine and my water increase. I've been drinking A LOT. I'm not going to get too upset though. I'm still following my WW plan (even though I definitely went off of it for a week or so) and I'm going to keep up with my fluids, but try to keep it to a minimum of 8 glasses a day. I was averaging about 15.


UGH!!!! I was so disappointed Saturday when I got on the scale!

Get Back on the Horse

Cindy said that I'll be able to get back on the horse once I'm not sick anymore.

Cindy, this is going to be my horse...

Being sick is the Devil!

I woke up yesterday morning and I'm sick. I have a sore throat, headache, stuffy. The medicines I'm taking are causing munchies. Last night I was so tired that I didn't feel like cooking. So I ordered chinese food, AGAIN! (I ate chinese on Friday). I only ate 1/2 of my meal so I don't think I did horrible... but I'm not exercising. I have absolutely no energy to do anything. I'm stressed about weight gain! Let's just hope I maintain this week and I don't blow it and gain back 3 pounds of the 5 i've lost. I'll be sad.

5.5 pounds total weight loss

So far, I've lost 1/3 of the weigh I'm planning to lose.

Average loss is about 5 pounds per month.

May 16, I should be looking awesome!